Third trimester is always interesting. This has, overall, been my best pregnancy yet. Maybe I'm getting good at it? I guess I really can't take credit for something I have zero control over. It's not like with the boys, when I lost 14 pounds before I ever gained an ounce, that I was doing something wrong.
As with the other girls (yes, #5 is a girl) I had lots of nausea through the second trimester, but kept everything down. Rosebud gave me sciatic pain that was almost unbearable. Sweet Pea did too, but not as bad for as long. So far I've only had tiny twinges. Insomnia has been an issue, but having been given the green light to take Melatonin once in awhile I've been sleeping better. (You know, when Sweet Pea isn't coming into my room announcing that she isn't tired, can't find her bink, wants a drink, needs to go potty, wants to sleep with us.) Heartburn has also been a little bit of a "fun" thing, but again, NOTHING compared to what I had in the previous 4 pregnancies.
I have 9 more official weeks to go. Really that means probably 7-8 more weeks, but who knows. I had Snug at 34, LMM at 37, Rosebud at 38, and Sweet Pea at 39. Maybe I'll make it to 40 this time. I certainly hope not. I'm DONE at 38 weeks. I'm pretty sure mine are fully baked earlier than their due dates.
I'm nesting like crazy, which is so dumb as this is baby #5. Really, how much is there to get ready? I spent an hour the other day on our deck pairing and pinning baby socks. I have newborn and 0-3 all mixed up and I can't for the life of me decide which ones are what size so I think I'll just do trial and error on that one. *baby tip* Take the small gold safety pins and pin the toes of your baby socks together when in the drawer. When you put them on the baby, take the pins off otherwise your kid will look weird. When they're "dirty" aka have been worn, stick them in a small lingerie bag so the dryer doesn't eat them. In your spare time pin them back together before you stick them back in the drawer. This is the ONLY way I know to not end up with one sock of each.
So I'm doing stupid things that don't matter at all, but still feel the urge.
In light of this, and because I know that by 38 weeks I'll be DONE (if not literally, physically), I've decided to start homeschooling in *gasp* July. The 28th to be exact. I don't plan on doing that in the future, but I think I need a good 33 (taking Snug's birthday off, and Memorial Day) days under my belt before I hit that 38 week mark. I plan on then doing partial days, as much as I can deal with, and taking 2-3 FULL weeks off once baby comes. I'll then do partial days till baby is 6 weeks (or maybe before, we'll see). I really really want to be done by June 2015.
Right now we've been to camp, been to see grandparents, had lots of time at area parks, seen and played with friends, and had VBS. I feel we can start school and not feel gipped on summer vacation. However, after MONTHS of school, I know we'll want to be DONE and ready to start all those fun things again next spring. You can laugh when all my grand plans fall apart. I figure it is better to have a plan and not meet ALL of my expectations than to have no plan and meet ZERO expectations. Right?
In the meantime things just seem overwhelming to me.
** #1 had a birthday in the BEGINNING of June. His birthday banner still hangs in the dining room. **The garden. Everything about the garden.
**Keeping clean tablecloths on the table. I just pretend they are clean.
**The kids' bedrooms
**The taking to and picking up from preschool for Rosebud that will start in September
**Getting the summer pictures off the camera. All 1,100 of them
**Getting up in the morning. Kidding. Sorta
Having help in these areas from anyone but my husband is also overwhelming because having company seems overwhelming. So no, I don't want help. Nice, huh? We're just blaming it on the 3rd trimester. I only have 9 more weeks to blame on pregnancy, going to make the most of it :o)
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